inversely Love = a
Let's see ... let's look at this carefully ... Sunday breakfast without his company, refused to eat lunch, when eleven was exercising and before going to sleep, I simply kissed her forehead ....
Ok ... I let it go, maybe the shame, guilt or ... shit ... whatever I was feeling so stay away that day, but probably after a night would be good right?
... The problem was not happened. Slept restless moving from side to side, remembering every second of the day before ... third day from that, last week and the first rays of sunshine come into my room while background music is heard the shower, telling me that Alonso has already has raised, by the way ... I told them on Monday I was left alone in the playground? Well yeah ... I left all thrown out, saying it was good that we made friends and the whole thing.
I got up and went to the closet for my clothes, do not take long to get out, was trying to prepare psychologically for his strange and novel mode of action, I was sure that at any time to mourn over me cast my shoulder and then put on guard as if I started the 2 nd round in a boxing match against King Kong ... Men ... and then the women are complex.
quietly opened my door to speak to the kitchen, apparently because Alonso did not want to be very close to me. Once I was inside and heard the water was cut off, so without worrying served a plate of cereal and milk. Sitting there with my head on one hand and the other playing with a spoon I waited for him to finish using the bathroom in order to enlist.
A deep sigh came from the chest me why everything was so complicated? It was stupid to put so if it was obvious that something like this would happen, had to be realistic and on the other hand, was so ... Why have to be so ... so right?! "Damn" I whispered, looking with hatred breakfast for the second time we did not share.
heard someone sigh so I looked up to find my boyfriend standing on the doorway looking at me calmly, watching my every move. Again I bow my head like my cereal with milk was the most interesting thing there was.
"Hello, I waved to see not speak.
"Hello" I said without even looking at him as I could hear his footsteps echoing in the kitchen when he came to approach me. Her wet hair smelled intoxicated me and barely managed to keep the aspect indifferent. He stood in front of me to give me a light kiss on the lips, just a touch, that just made me feel worse because it was like to "appease" my desire.
- What morning? He asked trying to strike up a conversation that already is not generated.
"Good and you? Unique-was or I simply respond. I did not expect an answer from you, I just stopped to get out.
-not finish your breakfast? Asked ... who understand do not want me to go but I did not speak.
"Your yesterday spent the whole day long, I do not let anything bad to happen because half a glass of milk," I said curtly as she was very with it.
The road to high school was silent, neither said anything, for recreation leave me alone again, and would have been like the day before because the Feña not found me and took me to drag her and her group of friends. The girls that I was good ... I fell and Daniela Paola. I had fun, I could see where it came from my friend's hyperactivity.
philosophy class, you could bet that things would get worse, but then my boyfriend told me about an "invitation" -Cath ... The guys I was invited to lunch with them today, yes, because this day he was on a social man and had been with a group of at least seven idiots and two dogs ... Okay! I know it was being aggressive, mean, prejudge ... but I was angry to come and change out of the blue, when before I always wanted to be with me and ... "you said it before," you do not mind if you go with today?
"Of course not bother me-I die! - After all you said it yourself ... we make friends, "was my comment scathing end of the talk, I felt so much anger that I thought" well, he wants away? I can be indifferent "
thought I had lunch with the girls, I said it did not have a problem, but
then right when we were entering the room I met Jerry, this guy told me so happy if it was accompanied alone, so without thinking twice I agreed. We walked together down to a table that was in the middle of the giant place. He always sat smiling in front of me, as a feeling of de ja vu came over me ...
... I went to the smaller table, farthest from the chair, let my bottled up and then sit down. Take my mp3 player and I started to hear some music. Alonso soon appeared with a sandwich, coming straight toward me, to make sure that I looked at the other tables, but no one else, he said,
-Hey ... are you alone?
"You have no partner for lunch? -Preuntó Matthias.
-eh ...
Sip-no ... he is busy
-I can sit with you, right?
"Sure," I said nodding. I sat up straight and turned off the music. He sat down opposite me, on the opposite side that was me.
And why are you alone?
-serious? For me that he would not depart from you ... what are you busy?
"is that my friend did not come today.
-mmm ... talking to some guys about ... a band that will join, go lie
"But there are more people who sit ... And who is it?
"Well ... is your boyfriend right?
- Remember on Tuesday at lunchtime, a girl's eyes and light hair came to submit, and you said his name was Karina?
"Yes ... remember? My skating partner, the guy at the supermarket
"Yes ... I
-How not to
" She is.
"He is ..." I was silent while Matias had a bottle of drink to the mouth
-hey! And do not you tell me how you're here! "I said accusingly, I saw the first day of school but I thought it was my idea, which was to be a boy like you, but I was wrong.
-oh, well, working as an assistant to cover my university studies, from small practice this sport, I love it so do not just give me cash income but also learn and I honed a lot ... and you? You're amazing! True history of the sprain and fall and ....?
-why everyone here knows why? "I said raising my hands to the sky as if waiting for answers, not what you know, but we participate in a contest which lost ... that's it, we came here for some reason.
-because your story was published on the website of school skater punta arenas that after a 2 ° sprain dared to compete with only one week recuperative therapy ... is true or not?
"Well, if I sprained and skated but it was not so wow!
-sure ... "he said smiling and then take a little rice in his mouth.
-and you tell me? you're studying? I asked curiously as he put salt on my salad.
-physical ... study degree in physics, then I would like to specialize in something like astronomy.
"Really? Cool "I said, stirring the lettuce on my plate, I want to study medicine, you know ... follow the example of my father ...
" Your father is a doctor? Asked more interested in the conversation ... the truth is it was a very nice lunch, for a moment I almost forgot Full tension once had, when I was with my boyfriend over Matias was a very nice guy, full forty minutes we were talking about our tastes, family, aspirations ... until I found a look that almost made me shiver ... Alonso us watched from the other corner so I swear at any time stop to "talk"
-mmm ... matias ... why do not we go now? -The referred looked at his watch to see what time it was and his face of surprise I realized that the time had flown by.
-Wow ... what time it is ... you're right, we'd better go, "he said, getting standing and giving me a helping hand to get up. I omitted their eyes at all times, if I was paying attention would clumsy. Quickly try to get out of this uncomfortable place, hurried pace, but not enough, since before going through your hand, my boyfriend stood ready to approach us.
-Cathy! "Thank God, a thousand times thanks. The Feña spoke up behind me making a little grimace was generated at the mouth of Alonso, with a mix of annoyance and relief not put cute faces child-talked my friend, so he rolled his eyes while smiling, held me by the wrist and pulled me to say, "I stole it for a while, if you drop the rattle mother will pick it up after he sneered, laughing in his face. He simply shook his head slowly, then started running when she screamed: "Sorry
cloned Backstreet Boy! But Alonso is my favorite!! "When we were far enough so they will not find us, she spoke to me of life ... you look in your boyfriend said I should come to the rescue.
"Then it was just a distraction? I asked, knowing that I wanted to say something more. "Well, no ... actually I wanted to invite you to morning shopping, we will dani to see something and do not know if you want to go ... stating that "not if you want to go" or "I wanted to invite" is a subtle way of saying "you are required today in the metro trinity at 18:30 o'clock, no delays" - I just laughed.
"Okay, I'd go, I also need to buy a few things ... you know, I have a lot of summer clothes, I finished shrugging. The doorbell rang implying missing fifteen minutes to finish the snack-time I have to go brush my teeth, "I warned to irme.-Me too! He said taking me by the wrist again, as well continue, a coyote ... I would be willing to bite my arm to free ¬ ¬.
I entered class with the teacher to tell the truth, therefore, Alonso was already in place, looking for a way between prosecution and doubtful. Ignoring used my seat and then take my backpack because it had my notebook out of history. Sometimes, as in this case I realized that love was complicated ... it was like an inverse proportion ... because when I acted like in that moment he realized what was causing it, did nothing but farther away ... ie, more willing to be around the same time unless your compañía.Con a sigh I opened the notebook that for some reason was under my seat, and between a folded paper sheets in four had large letters that read "Cathy." I saw my boyfriend sideways trying to read what he said, but covered it with my other hand in a disguised form. I unfolded the paper to see a beautiful handwriting, but not the best, saying
Cathy! Between talk and talk, I forgot to tell you something, it's a secret ... so do not divulge what the coach told us begin to prepare for the national Olympic skating;) do you think? Well, we Matías ago XD I laughed
internally, as was so witty? My boyfriend was all uptight because they did not let him see what he said, obviously I did sneak ... I finally used my head was the news that I had ... national Olympics?! NATIONAL OLYMPICS! That meant there could be a small chance that Chile will represent overseas and ... "wow wow wow, so there girl ... do not overdo it" and always spoke my conscience getting to land my feet on the ground. Okay, not so much but could be national champions ... is something that I can aspire? "That is accessible," he answered my super-ego.
class was uncomfortable ... I could not believe how things had changed so much, I never thought we'd be so hurt in my soul I feel so far away, I knew I loved, I could tell from miles away, in the way they look at me, so jealous went down, but ... this margin was imposed by what happened the other day, was stupid and harmful.
Although not the best day of our relationship, the kind of skating was fruitful, when the trainer arrived and began to divide the track into two, all present except those assistants and I of course, were confused. Made them start to work immediately, so while assistants were with the group, she told us the same thing that Matt had written in his note, we start with a normal class, we practice all that is technical, I think it was more like a refresher, since we already knew I think all spins and turns required. The Friday would begin with the assembly of the choreography, the powers would be given from the June 8, so as we had enough time for it ... So we also started to play with the jealousy again, as Alonso tried to avoid me cute started talking with the fly again, what was his name? Suhai? Who had that name? Well ... the nice thought himself a Don Juan laughed openly as I suffered because I did not know? As it had done before I started to ignore his presence with Matías laughing and having fun, we were practicing together, in fact the coach was amazed by how we came out, it seems that the tension between Alonso and me if I was having an effect, then I could attest to that when we were together we were the synchronized pair of clean technique and passion that had, so if she said that was because we were not at our best-.La class ended and my boyfriend took me by the hand to get out of that place, I was sure he did it to show ami friend that although he does not happen all the time with me was still "my lord" as sometimes said. His touch was always warm and affectionate, I felt sharp and cold. Do not let go of his hand just to not ruin things further as they were.
When we got home as he was doing lately usual left toward his piece ... hermit. I called him before he came to ask if we would take eleven or something, he said no because they should review their mail and do not know who to call, the thing is that then he would " girl you're losing because he always had to be right my consciousness? I was outraged so I turned around to go to my room and sat there I realized I was being a girl table (NB: if you read on why men love bitches) I remembered that Dani Feña and waiting for me on the subway in forty minutes. I took some blue skinny jeans, a sleeveless shirt with a yellow hat, white sandals I had bought recently, to take a bath towel and walked toward the shower, I dressed up enough to feel sure of myself and went back to my room to a portfolio, I put my phone in case I called my dad taking a shine to complete a set of keys. Just as I was ready to Alonso appeared to leave the hall looking so inquisitive. I felt like I was Joan of arc costume with your man, anytime I discover ... the army heads would roll.
-you going out? He asked, frowning a little confused.
"One problem with that? "Was what I said, always daring.
-why did not you say anything? "I could feel the tension in the air was growing slowly.
, because you spend locked in your room do not you think?
-and who are you going? What time will you arrive? Approaching said, I already had my hand on the doorknob.
-Now you're worried about that? "I opened the door, but then he held me by the wrist and I approached him, her hands on either side of my head as I closed the door and leaned against it.
-why I do this? He asked the teeth together, tightening his jaw just tell me who you go .... - Whispered still tense as he watched as his face began to lean over to kiss me. Reached for the doorknob and opened it to make an impromptu exit, what was believed? Kiss me and I would have at his feet whenever he wanted? No sir, I was not going to endure that. I left so impressed that he had no time to go to grab. I just heard screaming down my back when I was in the direction of the staircase a "back at night!" ... Definitely be in trouble. ___________________________________________________________
Hello chikas Almeida I was already lost, you know, Christmas ... I hope you all have been excellent! and have received much love =) And then, as promised, this is the 1 chapter of the marathon I will today publish at a later time under the cap of your love, then an OS I did inspired by the song Iris Goo goo dolls, then the capital of amalie ... The review will also be of the new history and vignettes OS or received for the contest ... are 5 but I've loved! well, then we read in a ratiro more =) kisses and tell me they have found this capital ... we see things from this couple are not going very well = /
Let's see ... let's look at this carefully ... Sunday breakfast without his company, refused to eat lunch, when eleven was exercising and before going to sleep, I simply kissed her forehead ....
Ok ... I let it go, maybe the shame, guilt or ... shit ... whatever I was feeling so stay away that day, but probably after a night would be good right?
... The problem was not happened. Slept restless moving from side to side, remembering every second of the day before ... third day from that, last week and the first rays of sunshine come into my room while background music is heard the shower, telling me that Alonso has already has raised, by the way ... I told them on Monday I was left alone in the playground? Well yeah ... I left all thrown out, saying it was good that we made friends and the whole thing.
I got up and went to the closet for my clothes, do not take long to get out, was trying to prepare psychologically for his strange and novel mode of action, I was sure that at any time to mourn over me cast my shoulder and then put on guard as if I started the 2 nd round in a boxing match against King Kong ... Men ... and then the women are complex.
quietly opened my door to speak to the kitchen, apparently because Alonso did not want to be very close to me. Once I was inside and heard the water was cut off, so without worrying served a plate of cereal and milk. Sitting there with my head on one hand and the other playing with a spoon I waited for him to finish using the bathroom in order to enlist.
A deep sigh came from the chest me why everything was so complicated? It was stupid to put so if it was obvious that something like this would happen, had to be realistic and on the other hand, was so ... Why have to be so ... so right?! "Damn" I whispered, looking with hatred breakfast for the second time we did not share.
heard someone sigh so I looked up to find my boyfriend standing on the doorway looking at me calmly, watching my every move. Again I bow my head like my cereal with milk was the most interesting thing there was.
"Hello, I waved to see not speak.
"Hello" I said without even looking at him as I could hear his footsteps echoing in the kitchen when he came to approach me. Her wet hair smelled intoxicated me and barely managed to keep the aspect indifferent. He stood in front of me to give me a light kiss on the lips, just a touch, that just made me feel worse because it was like to "appease" my desire.
- What morning? He asked trying to strike up a conversation that already is not generated.
"Good and you? Unique-was or I simply respond. I did not expect an answer from you, I just stopped to get out.
-not finish your breakfast? Asked ... who understand do not want me to go but I did not speak.
"Your yesterday spent the whole day long, I do not let anything bad to happen because half a glass of milk," I said curtly as she was very with it.
The road to high school was silent, neither said anything, for recreation leave me alone again, and would have been like the day before because the Feña not found me and took me to drag her and her group of friends. The girls that I was good ... I fell and Daniela Paola. I had fun, I could see where it came from my friend's hyperactivity.
philosophy class, you could bet that things would get worse, but then my boyfriend told me about an "invitation" -Cath ... The guys I was invited to lunch with them today, yes, because this day he was on a social man and had been with a group of at least seven idiots and two dogs ... Okay! I know it was being aggressive, mean, prejudge ... but I was angry to come and change out of the blue, when before I always wanted to be with me and ... "you said it before," you do not mind if you go with today?
"Of course not bother me-I die! - After all you said it yourself ... we make friends, "was my comment scathing end of the talk, I felt so much anger that I thought" well, he wants away? I can be indifferent "
thought I had lunch with the girls, I said it did not have a problem, but
then right when we were entering the room I met Jerry, this guy told me so happy if it was accompanied alone, so without thinking twice I agreed. We walked together down to a table that was in the middle of the giant place. He always sat smiling in front of me, as a feeling of de ja vu came over me ...
... I went to the smaller table, farthest from the chair, let my bottled up and then sit down. Take my mp3 player and I started to hear some music. Alonso soon appeared with a sandwich, coming straight toward me, to make sure that I looked at the other tables, but no one else, he said,
-Hey ... are you alone?
"You have no partner for lunch? -Preuntó Matthias.
-eh ...
Sip-no ... he is busy
-I can sit with you, right?
"Sure," I said nodding. I sat up straight and turned off the music. He sat down opposite me, on the opposite side that was me.
And why are you alone?
-serious? For me that he would not depart from you ... what are you busy?
"is that my friend did not come today.
-mmm ... talking to some guys about ... a band that will join, go lie
"But there are more people who sit ... And who is it?
"Well ... is your boyfriend right?
- Remember on Tuesday at lunchtime, a girl's eyes and light hair came to submit, and you said his name was Karina?
"Yes ... remember? My skating partner, the guy at the supermarket
"Yes ... I
-How not to
" She is.
"He is ..." I was silent while Matias had a bottle of drink to the mouth
-hey! And do not you tell me how you're here! "I said accusingly, I saw the first day of school but I thought it was my idea, which was to be a boy like you, but I was wrong.
-oh, well, working as an assistant to cover my university studies, from small practice this sport, I love it so do not just give me cash income but also learn and I honed a lot ... and you? You're amazing! True history of the sprain and fall and ....?
-why everyone here knows why? "I said raising my hands to the sky as if waiting for answers, not what you know, but we participate in a contest which lost ... that's it, we came here for some reason.
-because your story was published on the website of school skater punta arenas that after a 2 ° sprain dared to compete with only one week recuperative therapy ... is true or not?
"Well, if I sprained and skated but it was not so wow!
-sure ... "he said smiling and then take a little rice in his mouth.
-and you tell me? you're studying? I asked curiously as he put salt on my salad.
-physical ... study degree in physics, then I would like to specialize in something like astronomy.
"Really? Cool "I said, stirring the lettuce on my plate, I want to study medicine, you know ... follow the example of my father ...
" Your father is a doctor? Asked more interested in the conversation ... the truth is it was a very nice lunch, for a moment I almost forgot Full tension once had, when I was with my boyfriend over Matias was a very nice guy, full forty minutes we were talking about our tastes, family, aspirations ... until I found a look that almost made me shiver ... Alonso us watched from the other corner so I swear at any time stop to "talk"
-mmm ... matias ... why do not we go now? -The referred looked at his watch to see what time it was and his face of surprise I realized that the time had flown by.
-Wow ... what time it is ... you're right, we'd better go, "he said, getting standing and giving me a helping hand to get up. I omitted their eyes at all times, if I was paying attention would clumsy. Quickly try to get out of this uncomfortable place, hurried pace, but not enough, since before going through your hand, my boyfriend stood ready to approach us.
-Cathy! "Thank God, a thousand times thanks. The Feña spoke up behind me making a little grimace was generated at the mouth of Alonso, with a mix of annoyance and relief not put cute faces child-talked my friend, so he rolled his eyes while smiling, held me by the wrist and pulled me to say, "I stole it for a while, if you drop the rattle mother will pick it up after he sneered, laughing in his face. He simply shook his head slowly, then started running when she screamed: "Sorry
cloned Backstreet Boy! But Alonso is my favorite!! "When we were far enough so they will not find us, she spoke to me of life ... you look in your boyfriend said I should come to the rescue.
"Then it was just a distraction? I asked, knowing that I wanted to say something more. "Well, no ... actually I wanted to invite you to morning shopping, we will dani to see something and do not know if you want to go ... stating that "not if you want to go" or "I wanted to invite" is a subtle way of saying "you are required today in the metro trinity at 18:30 o'clock, no delays" - I just laughed.
"Okay, I'd go, I also need to buy a few things ... you know, I have a lot of summer clothes, I finished shrugging. The doorbell rang implying missing fifteen minutes to finish the snack-time I have to go brush my teeth, "I warned to irme.-Me too! He said taking me by the wrist again, as well continue, a coyote ... I would be willing to bite my arm to free ¬ ¬.
I entered class with the teacher to tell the truth, therefore, Alonso was already in place, looking for a way between prosecution and doubtful. Ignoring used my seat and then take my backpack because it had my notebook out of history. Sometimes, as in this case I realized that love was complicated ... it was like an inverse proportion ... because when I acted like in that moment he realized what was causing it, did nothing but farther away ... ie, more willing to be around the same time unless your compañía.Con a sigh I opened the notebook that for some reason was under my seat, and between a folded paper sheets in four had large letters that read "Cathy." I saw my boyfriend sideways trying to read what he said, but covered it with my other hand in a disguised form. I unfolded the paper to see a beautiful handwriting, but not the best, saying
Cathy! Between talk and talk, I forgot to tell you something, it's a secret ... so do not divulge what the coach told us begin to prepare for the national Olympic skating;) do you think? Well, we Matías ago XD I laughed
internally, as was so witty? My boyfriend was all uptight because they did not let him see what he said, obviously I did sneak ... I finally used my head was the news that I had ... national Olympics?! NATIONAL OLYMPICS! That meant there could be a small chance that Chile will represent overseas and ... "wow wow wow, so there girl ... do not overdo it" and always spoke my conscience getting to land my feet on the ground. Okay, not so much but could be national champions ... is something that I can aspire? "That is accessible," he answered my super-ego.
class was uncomfortable ... I could not believe how things had changed so much, I never thought we'd be so hurt in my soul I feel so far away, I knew I loved, I could tell from miles away, in the way they look at me, so jealous went down, but ... this margin was imposed by what happened the other day, was stupid and harmful.
Although not the best day of our relationship, the kind of skating was fruitful, when the trainer arrived and began to divide the track into two, all present except those assistants and I of course, were confused. Made them start to work immediately, so while assistants were with the group, she told us the same thing that Matt had written in his note, we start with a normal class, we practice all that is technical, I think it was more like a refresher, since we already knew I think all spins and turns required. The Friday would begin with the assembly of the choreography, the powers would be given from the June 8, so as we had enough time for it ... So we also started to play with the jealousy again, as Alonso tried to avoid me cute started talking with the fly again, what was his name? Suhai? Who had that name? Well ... the nice thought himself a Don Juan laughed openly as I suffered because I did not know? As it had done before I started to ignore his presence with Matías laughing and having fun, we were practicing together, in fact the coach was amazed by how we came out, it seems that the tension between Alonso and me if I was having an effect, then I could attest to that when we were together we were the synchronized pair of clean technique and passion that had, so if she said that was because we were not at our best-.La class ended and my boyfriend took me by the hand to get out of that place, I was sure he did it to show ami friend that although he does not happen all the time with me was still "my lord" as sometimes said. His touch was always warm and affectionate, I felt sharp and cold. Do not let go of his hand just to not ruin things further as they were.
When we got home as he was doing lately usual left toward his piece ... hermit. I called him before he came to ask if we would take eleven or something, he said no because they should review their mail and do not know who to call, the thing is that then he would " girl you're losing because he always had to be right my consciousness? I was outraged so I turned around to go to my room and sat there I realized I was being a girl table (NB: if you read on why men love bitches) I remembered that Dani Feña and waiting for me on the subway in forty minutes. I took some blue skinny jeans, a sleeveless shirt with a yellow hat, white sandals I had bought recently, to take a bath towel and walked toward the shower, I dressed up enough to feel sure of myself and went back to my room to a portfolio, I put my phone in case I called my dad taking a shine to complete a set of keys. Just as I was ready to Alonso appeared to leave the hall looking so inquisitive. I felt like I was Joan of arc costume with your man, anytime I discover ... the army heads would roll.
-you going out? He asked, frowning a little confused.
"One problem with that? "Was what I said, always daring.
-why did not you say anything? "I could feel the tension in the air was growing slowly.
, because you spend locked in your room do not you think?
-and who are you going? What time will you arrive? Approaching said, I already had my hand on the doorknob.
-Now you're worried about that? "I opened the door, but then he held me by the wrist and I approached him, her hands on either side of my head as I closed the door and leaned against it.
-why I do this? He asked the teeth together, tightening his jaw just tell me who you go .... - Whispered still tense as he watched as his face began to lean over to kiss me. Reached for the doorknob and opened it to make an impromptu exit, what was believed? Kiss me and I would have at his feet whenever he wanted? No sir, I was not going to endure that. I left so impressed that he had no time to go to grab. I just heard screaming down my back when I was in the direction of the staircase a "back at night!" ... Definitely be in trouble. ___________________________________________________________
Hello chikas Almeida I was already lost, you know, Christmas ... I hope you all have been excellent! and have received much love =) And then, as promised, this is the 1 chapter of the marathon I will today publish at a later time under the cap of your love, then an OS I did inspired by the song Iris Goo goo dolls, then the capital of amalie ... The review will also be of the new history and vignettes OS or received for the contest ... are 5 but I've loved! well, then we read in a ratiro more =) kisses and tell me they have found this capital ... we see things from this couple are not going very well = /
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