Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Indian Boobs Come Out



Well here's another OS, this is a fic tokio hotel tati written by my friend =) she has no blog, but were encouraged to participate anyway =)

Rette Mich

walked the streets with no destination, but it did not matter just wanted to get away, get away from everything, away from my memories that haunted me day after day, night after night. The night was my worst companion, every time this came memories haunted me even more. I could not sleep because every time I closed my eyes appeared tired because of those damned memories in my dreams. Away those thoughts when he saw that had collided with a small bench as he walked, then sat down. I had run away from home again, could not stand being there, everything that made me wrong, I just could not live, I was no longer living, had no life, I had removed ... In no time I step on the head again home because I knew the shit that I find. It was already dawn and I was still in that city. He was not afraid, I was used, darkness, loneliness, cold, all that was already part of my life. I did not care that the sun has begun to emerge, I would still be there until you decide to go, so I sank into my thoughts again ... I had a normal life with normal parents, with normal friends, all normal, she was a happy, happy, always laughing, never was sad, I loved making people happy, could not bear to see anyone sad, she was a humble , tender, loving, friendly, everyone was telling me and told me that was happy, happy day and they made me so happy that I too could not be happier in my life at that time. But any change, happiness does not last forever, that event mark my life forever, it would be something I could not ever clear my mind and haunt me for the rest of my days. Since that day nothing was ever the same, everything was black for me, my life had collapsed that day. They took my life, my happiness, my heart, everything ... I was not anybody, did not exist.
I take off my thoughts to see a shadow beside me, was the shadow of a boy, tall for what could be seen. Look up to see her face, the sun just came to my eyes so I had to cover his arm.
- Sorry I can sit? - I wonder indicating the space that was next to me on the bench. His voice was hoarse, but pleasant.
- Insurance - answered flatly indifferent. I almost never talked to people since I "transformed" so to speak. And if talking to someone it was cold and sharp, for me there was no reason to be polite or kind to me and nothing made sense and did not mind the impression they give to others with my behavior. The truth is that few people approached me, gave others 'fear' or something like that, do not blame them, not like others, that was clear, I said it was rare for my dress, which for me was completely normal and never to heed what they said, his words have no value for mí.Siempre wore black, the color representing me, was part of me. That day was wearing tight black pants, boots with heels a little too black, a tight black shirt that showed off my shoulders and the shirt fell from the shoulders to my arms, and also wore a jacket, of course, also black. My skin was pale always called attention to that, my skin was very white, but I liked the color, that was more afraid of people because my eyes completely black painted above the eyelid and down which gave me such an effect death, and well, and I was, dead. My hair was long and straight up to my waist, fell bangs on my forehead that I grew a bit over one eye, my eyes were almost blue sky, that also attracted attention. Well she was tall and thin.
That boy was still beside me, looked at the empty and gone, her presence bothered me a little, but I would not go in there for him.
- ahem - falsely coughed my attention. - Sorry, what's your name? - Asked in a friendly tone, his voice was soothing, I was eager to answer, I did not like people like me let alone talk.
- Danaeh - I said not paying attention. He even looked at me and smiled when I answered. It seemed that he realized he did not want to talk, that there was a person that you would like to socialize ...
- I'm Tom - answered softly.
I watched in some part their presence caused something in me was a guy with a style a bit weird, but buaah he would talk myself out of rarities. He wore baggy pants, much wider than him, were black, a black skirt too long, as wide as his pants and a black jacket over it. Braids had stuck to his head and wore a scarf tied back covering his face revealing the top of his head, was handsome, but I'm not interested in anything the guys, and not to be a lesbian, if not I could never love again, because once someone comes to love and can not love another person, that person would be forever in my memories and in my mind, because all that passion and written who love teenagers were behind me.
- Come here often? - Asked.
- Because you want to know? - I said harshly.
- just wanted to know ... - He said looking straight ahead and hurt.
do not know why I felt bad for having tried this, I never felt guilt or remorse for anything he did, only it did not matter to hurt someone. But this guy was different
"I come every day here is like my second home - Try to fake a smile. Something was wrong with me, something happened to me, I long ago had not begun to smile again, this guy had something ... The I look surprised at my change of reaction, but then I smiled. He had something that made me very familiar, something that led to changes at the time, but did not know it was.
- Well I have to go, a taste Danaeh met you - said when he got up, looked at me and smiled.
- Uh ... Yeah, I just - I said seca.El continued with a small smile on his face, turned and started walking in front of my eyes. Something strange was definitely happening. I began to stop to go home, had been sitting there all night. I turned around to walk to the opposite side from where Tom was gone. I started walking when suddenly I hear screaming my name is not very far from where it was .- Danaeh! - I turned and saw it was Tom. I wanted now? - You'll come back tomorrow? - Who wanted this? told me that once it was my friend, but somehow, deep inside of me felt I wanted to see him again.
- may be - I said before giving a small smile and turn around to keep walking. Although it cost me a bit to smile, not long ago and it was to do, the truth was surprised myself.
I sank into my thoughts as I kept moving, something was wrong with me because I smile at the after not smiled in 3 years, much lose, I will say I'm crazy, but never understand the reason for that. Why him? Just met him today, something in, something familiar, something inside me he had caused was reacting to him after so long, but what, it was 'that'? Saw that he was in front of my house had a lot to think about and did not want to explain so I went into my bedroom window, once there I lay in bed staring at the ceiling to think. My eyelids began to weigh and had not slept the night before, I did not sleep, do not want to fall into sleep, knowing that it is horrible nightmares again and would not let me alone, but could not keep fighting, sleep I won, so I submit to torture.
I was back in that room, your room. Alone, must be down preparing breakfast. It was all very quiet, until you hear a piercing scream. I jumped up and down, I was horrified. And there I saw ... In the living room floor with blood. I went as fast as he could until he could not think of anything else, all happened in seconds. Thousands of tears fell from my eyes. - No, my love, do not go! Who did this?! My love will not leave me! - Terrible screams out of my throat, but it was too late.
There was her lifeless body in my arms, pale, cold and motionless. They took The more that I had loved in life. I removed it all. Fate had cast his work ... I cried inconsolably, even hugged him, everything was dark, but suddenly a light appeared, where he came from? I raised my head to look at her, was very bright so I took distinguish startled me, was it the love of my life, I was smiling.
- You must be happy, always be by your side, remember - I said almost heavenly peace.
- I can be happy without you, I can "I said shaking her head still crying.
- If you try, you'll see. I am always by your side. ...- Never abandon you And then the light changes so it was no longer my beloved ... Was another person, but still was not very clear, when you achieve focus better, I could not believe, that by here, 'cause Tom was here?
- Tom? - Ask missed.
- Yes, I am - I answer, smiling, perhaps did not see who killed the love of my life. Recalling that look at the body that was in my arms, she was smiling and soon began to fade, I could not even touch it and smile on his face was soaked. And did not see my tears and grew even more.
- be happy, I love you, always remember. Never abandon you - was his voice, but I could not see it.
turned my eyes to the light and there was bright and beautiful even with his beautiful Tom smile on his face, looked at me warmly, one could say that Love? At that moment I felt strange.
- You must be happy ... - Tom I said remembering the words of my beloved, whom he had lost. When reminded that bend my head, the sadness I had invaded, but Tom gave me his hand. And I turned my eyes to him.
- Be happy ...- rang the words of my beloved in my mente.Y smiled, but really smiled and grab the hand was stretched towards me, ready to help, to save me from this horror of solitude. ..
- Save me - I whispered when I was in front of him. He grinned at me and moved closer to me.
- For that I'm here ... to save ... - Said before attaching his lips to mine. I followed the kiss, his lips were so familiar to me, his kisses were like those of my beloved ... I woke up a bit excited, this time my dream was changed, that to Tom in my dream? I do not know. Suddenly I felt a tremendous peace, deep down I knew what love of my life, the only man she loved, fulfilled what he had said, I never knew he was leaving and would be always by my side.
- Save me Whisper ...- unconsciously and paste a leap to hear a voice, His voice.
- Be happy. The save you, let him come into your life, let me save the voice was ...- Justin, my beloved meditation
After all, the dream and what I had said to Justin, because you may believe me mad, I hear voices, but I know it was real. Well I meditate and I decided to return to that place, would see Tom and see what pasa.Mire time on my cell were 11.30, I remembered that Tom had appeared as at 1 or 1.30. So I work out. Do not believe everything so easy to forget, no. That anxiety still be alive in me to sorrow so many years, the loneliness, the agony of that fateful loss, would still be inside of me, it's just like any crazy desperate, seeking something to believe ... I went to that place and There was no one sat me on the same bench where I had seen for the first time, wait and wait and wait. I stood ready to go, was destroyed, the only hope I had that had gone like everything else and my life ...
- Danaeh! - Grito someone, I turn to see who was unconsciously formed a smile on my face. Came running towards me and stopping just inches from me, you open it, I knew one day, but that I did not care, I wanted to hug him, thinking that everything that had happened, the dream and the voices were real, The corresponded my embrace, I pressed hard against him. I felt that peace so familiar, like the dream ...
- Save me Tom ... Save me. - I said almost inaudibly, but I was close to his ear listening achievement, I pressed harder against him and he responded.
- For I am here ... To save. - I smiled, were those same words I use in my dream, as happened here, on our lips together so well with them, take all my pain ... I smiled into the kiss, I knew that Justin would be looking where you were, he would want me to be happy and will be, his memory will live forever in my heart but not in the same way as before, will always remember him as the person I guided to happiness, lead me to peace, my salvation ...

Somewhere watching the scene ...

As I promised, never abandon you. I always live by your side. Henceforth you will be happy enough with the pain. My loss suffered too know, but your happiness is here, get that boy to save ... He will save. And from here I'm always accompany you at every step and help you in your happiness will never end, because I love you and always love you. Now I am also happy because I know you too will be with him. Danaeh your pain is over, your salvation here ... FIN ♥



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