The next chapter is somewhat explicit sex scenes, if you have a problem with it, better skip those parts
I looked straight in the eyes and with an anger that had never been told me what he expected
-no-you-love
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Chapter 10: the edge
My jaw tightened
was accompanied by eyes that left no room for doubt or reply. It was an incredible hatred, but I realized that feeling was not directed at him, no, it was for lying to myself that way-no I love you, "I repeated safely as checking if I'd heard - I love you not! "I said again let go of his grip getting to throw to mourn over my knees over the head with my arms as if to protect me.
I think I could hear the crush! your heart to break, then I regretted what he had done, I felt a wild desire to kneel down to beg their forgiveness, telling me not care about anything but my damn pride prevented mo.
A silence he stood ready to fulfill his word, with uncertain steps went away while I felt like I broke to pieces ... I just could not let go.
- Johan! "I called containing the air, for a slight moment I felt brave enough to ask disculpasm tell him to forget all that was said and done, but in an act that still do not understand something I could do nothing but ruin the last chance we have provably. Giving me back and the doorknob in hand stopped, giving me to understand that listening to "try not to come back here unless it is necessary ... I do not want to see you again. He stood there
statically analyzing what was said, saw that his back was shaking almost imperceptibly, I was not sure if it was anger or crying. Then his hand moved ... but not turning the doorknob as I expected, but dropped the metal and turned to me. His eyes contained the tears, which accompanied a face that could bet it was the sorrow and pain personified.
- lie! Striding shouted, generating a real fear in me, terror the way my body would react to having him around - you lie! I know you lie! "Repeated over and over again, until arriving near me, took me by the arms lifting me in suspense for me in front of him, with my feet about twenty or thirty inches of soil. My body was made wool and shivered from head to toe I knew that whatever it was going to do acontinuación would break my defenses and very little use - your eyes tell me! Warn me that is not true! "I could not hide it anymore, I loved him more than anyone else in this world, loved him with all my being, I could not continue to pretend otherwise - your body responds to my touch as I do yours! -Trying to convince himself, the tears could no longer be contained any longer began to fall on his face like droplets of molten glass is involved. To damage it hurt me to myself, my kisses awaken in you something no one else can, "whispered running his hand through my hair to make me see," and every time you feel my touch ... "I went to him making further stun with its breath as if that were possible! -Want to make you mine ...
course I wanted, I wanted to belong and that he belonged to me, wanted to feel the pleasure of being in his arms, to receive his kiss, to become one body ... in meat and particularly in a soul. More
at a time like this when I simply feel your lips on mine, because after all that hell I felt like a castaway who was rescued when I saw that took me to his lips, his mouth delicious I felt faint, I waited anxiously as the flowers crave the first rays of dawn, ready to open its petals to so blessed and magnificent star, because is fundamentally what he meant to me ... the hope that something better could have the light on a dark night ... my safe haven. And while again beginning to believe in those stupid love classics, no matter, because as weak human being always deposited my confidence in what I liked, it suited me, made me happy.
Its distinctive forest aroma filled my senses, clouding even the view was aroma dangerous as leaving me exposed to all. I felt his tongue making its way between my lips and tasty will help you. His arms were slowly enveloping, full of warmth and security, as is a caterpillar spins its cocoon, as nature decides that a wise man and a woman have to be together who were we to bring against them?
My hands were freed from the prison where they were to be hooked without even pondering as anchors in his neck, unwilling to let go, never ready for that. My legs get its own force, I guess something inside because there was nothing on my energy reserves than those occupied there, then left to cross on her waist ... Johan was mine and nobody else.
Suddenly I felt my back collided with something diro and cold, the pressure of his body completely reversing increased space between the wall and him. I CCOUNT December than it did ... I was showing what he had said moments ago.
"your body responds to my touch as I do yours" ... The tingling in every place through which passed hands semostraba me. The soft moans that my mouth began to drop corroborated that.
"My kisses awaken in you something no one else can" ... "Referring to the wonderful feeling of tranquility and peace that came when his mouth touched mine or increasing tingling in my lower abdomen when contacted our tongues?
"And every time you feel my touch ... do you want me" ... When pressed her hips more effectively could feel his hardened member and not cause a simple tickling, but a wild desire to have him back, moaning his name, I play ...
-Johan ... "I let go without being able to contain it, releasing the air holding in my lungs. My legs tighten empezarona ma's against me, I realized that my excitement was not over.
-denying him now, breathing hard whispered in my ear as his hands started to discover adventurous places before had failed-di do not love me, I do not want me, then he took me to the floor wall, keeping the same position but instead of vertically to find, we were lying horizontally, deny that you want me become women, my wife, his fingers began to play with the button on my trousers while the other hand began to massage one of my breasts - say it! He demanded as he slowly descended the closure was not in the way. His hands left to devote to every task to remove my coat and gently wake up in the back to open the clasp of my bra - denying him! "Asked again in an authoritarian manner, because I was so committed to what he felt that almost could not produce a coherent sentence.
-I do not ... I said I can not giving in, giving the victory that early on he had won.
I felt a big relief, let out a sigh that almost takes all the energy I had. His lips returned to mine, completely elated, very badly trying to hide a smile as he struggled to get out. How could I not think twice and took the associated muscles that used to play everything I could. The fingers gently tried to remove the only garment that still covered the top of my torso ended up getting rid of black lace for the first time leaving me exposed to a man. For a few seconds I will shake and tried to cover myself, I felt insecure, but John stopped me pinning my wrists over my head.
"You're the most beautiful woman there," he said with a twinkle in his eyes, never hesitate.
then bent to kiss, lick and bite my breasts, first thing I felt was the only print, but go to relax ... changed everything. When he
much that my hands were no longer any force to free, let my wrists immediately went to his hair, encouraging him to continue. While one of his hands was engaged acarticiar chest had forgotten his mouth, the other fell safely and quickly for my body to be with lace panties that prevented direct contact. His hand slipped sis even hesitation to awaken feelings that I had never felt, his fingers stroking me expertly, knowing exactly what to do, my loud cries intermingled with the name showing.
The blood boiled in my body, completely shaking with exhaustion I felt, I just wanted to sleep, but my body refused to deny the pleasure and it almost gave me a breakdown.
His mouth returned to the mine to begin to whisper words of love that were the causes of which succumbed to it. My back arched, as if my spine to shrink while for my body is sending waves that caused seizures ... a gentle but groan burst from my lips. When the spasms were lowering the intensity, Johan slowly withdrew his hand and his mouth began to soften what was a passionate kiss.
His lips stopped moving and leaned his forehead to mine ... all was silent, I could only feel the messy and unstable beat of my heart with his breath ... was when I fell slightly in the fact that my lungs took too long to enter and leave the air in addition to that of step mode beating was not the product because of my agitation, tachycardia was ...
This was not good, not a bit. The medical student in me lived began to see the causes and symptoms ... tachycardia, shortness of breath, dehydration, lack of food ... was a provably pre.inferto or respiratory arrest, no God.
I began to think quickly on how to proceed. I raise my hand as I was per check my pulse, but my arm had no strength ... I panicked. I tried talking, telling something that is Johan, but could only stammer because my tongue gets stuck and the words were stuck in my mouth.
was what alerted Johan, his eyes were opened to listen to find that my body could not move, my arms were limp on each side as my eyes tried cerrarce. The feeling that I was drowning was what came next things worse. She jumped up, shouting and desperately-Jack !!!!! Javier call now! "I get up to cover me with the jacket on her back as a blanket. The door opened and I assumed it would be his friend, but he could not testify, because everything had become blurry and my eyes were closed. "You have to get CPR" my mind screamed, but the words were not made. I started to feel pressure in my head accompanied by a burning pain in the chest almost. Slightly
felt that moving my head, there were many cries then approached me, I knew it was body heat, touched my face, opened my mouth, then turned away, a hand went to my throat and realized that I tonaban pulse. Then a mouth covered mine ... 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5, my lungs were inflated as he felt the awful pressure along with the pain stopped but five seconds I understood that it was not me who was breathing, I was doing cardio pulmonary resuscitation.
returned to take their fingers at my throat to check the pulse was getting slower. I guess he could not feel as quick pressure was caused in the bottom of my sternum, again and again, after that was repeated a few times her mouth back over mine.
was a blanket of darkness that tried to grab me, but I was clearly not for the world would let me away, he knew it was this cloak. I think that was precisely what allowed me to go slightly aware of or that did me. So
continued chest compressions and rescue breathing. Words like "do not leave me, but not" full of fear could be heard, did nothing to feel guilty for caring so I wanted to tell him not to worry, that was doing well, which would improve ...
And all the work began to have Indeed when I heard how my heart was going very slowly increasing their frequency and the sound of her heartbeat, then left quietly seize the tiredness of my body, just hoped that this improvement was not my imagination.
...
My head was resting on a pillow, or so I supposed to feel a little soft and fluffy that I held. Tried to open my eyes, but I still felt a bit dizzy and exorbitant. Two fingers warm cheek gently beat me trying to wake up ... and my eyes were being opened slightly to meet a familiar face wrapped in a white apron.
-Go gave us a fright, "he said smiling ... who would someone as kind as he would work with mobsters such as that there were, by little and we let it.
The blinding white light gave me a new dizzy, my fatigue was barely bearable. My eyes than by little by little they were adjusting to the objects around me identified the place ... was the same in which I had reviewed previously Javier - how do you feel? Asked to be aware that she could answer.
-mmm ... dizzy something I guess ... and I ache all over, "I said narrowing his eyes to light so upset.
-oh well, that's normal, "he said reassuringly as he lowered the light intensity in the face gave me
" I know.
- Really? -Ponder - is not the first time?
-Si, is the first time, but etudie medicine ... or studying, for a moment I saw some guilt in her eyes but smiled again.
-look at your ... we could understand each other well, "said my eyes shining with a small little light - and what year you went? He asked as he slowly made me sit down. I do not go unnoticed by the "going" past.
-second "I said closing my eyes as another sickness came. He attached an intravenous line, at least I was being fed with serum.
- And as I was? "Said hitting me with two fingers between the eyebrows, blow dry, soft feel me iso everything was spinning.
marine
"I informed him before answering" Well, it was one of the best averages in the race.
- At which university? Said back to bed and checking the serum degas correctly.
"In the Catholic university.
-Wow ... excellent, "he said in surprise, then with one last smile turned to walk out the door.
- Javier! "I called him before he retired - how close was I? "She looked like debates between me or not.
-the edge, "said joke-and then I'll go tell the guy outside as you are, is more nervous than a father very first, then left.
I still was difficult to process all the information was too much excitement for one day for everyone. But although I was one step away from another world, not trade it for anything, it was a good price to pay in exchange for what had happened. I could still feel your touch in my body and that was the best medicine they could give me.
I was alone for a few minutes in which I could hear as the doctor spoke to Johan, sometimes up the tone of voice and say what was scolding. The truth had not the slightest idea ma's would do me, I knew that in my case, it was right to rest and a balanced diet, gradually increase calorie intake little by little, with little lipid food after having been a couple of days in a hospital with serum hung as a keychain, soups, cooked without salt and chard. But the place seemed the least dificilmene was a hospital and give me the necessary conditions.
The door opened slowly and looked Johan's head as if he did not believe the fact that he was awake.
"Hello," she said fearfully, almost in a whisper.
"Hello" I said with a small smile, he entered, closing the door behind him.
- How are you? She asked hesitantly looked as if expecting me to come at any time attack hysteria. I realized that I have not clarified anything, it proved to be that stocks and shares, but should remember that men do not understand hints. A sonrijo appeared to remember everything.
"Just a little tired but fine. He sat beside me, watching me from the front. He laughed, shaking his head.
-always have to make you strong when I am I right?
-one thing that makes me strong and quite another to your presence gives me strength.
His hand rose to stroke my face torn between whether or not, so I lifted mine and I took his to bring to my lips and kiss an infinite love.
-Ani I ... I'm sorry, really, if I regret not having care, I regret not having thought he was doing because I never imagined that something could happen, I'm sorry I hid the truth, I'm sorry I brought here that day ...
"I do not ... Aque pair interrupted him hear me cry, not because you would not otherwise have known, that does not mean that I want you to tell me everything, absolutely everything.
-do what you ask me, "he said with determination. "Thank
- why? Asked confused
-for saving
-if I had not done anything, this would not have happened.
, if you had not have died of Anyway ... I guess my body take any more time just to take advantage of what I felt, but before and I could barely move. Also death is a good price to pay for what you gave me-a deep sigh burst from his chest ending the conflict. He stood right in the minute Javier came in and walked to the saline bag hanging on one side of the table. He stood in front to say
-Haber ...
as we do - what happens? Johan asked to see the doctor indesición.
-not sure what to do ... not want to leave me without serum, but can not get off the bag, must be high, "I answered him.
-accurate ... I'll give serum to prepare, so you will have to be bragging as food, I hope this does not forget ... What happens now? Asked to see my face in disgust. His hands began to remove the IV quickly and effectively.
-serum to prepare me also lead to disgust, vomiting since he was little, the doctor laughed while Johan did her no favor because he still had no way to feed. Shifted uncomfortably implying that he wanted a solution.
-Jellies-spoke javier-water, jelly and crackers if you want ... forces do not, do not panic, no ...
-I know that is what I can do, "was a hint to tell to stop talking.
-si, but I talked non-Johan-and you're very stubborn.
-Only this, it is not MUHC more, just to avoid spending a lot of energy, it is not like you have a large reserve, "she teased, taking my arm, showing that it was pure skin.
I ran my hand to freshen up a bit and felt the hair on my forehead a band of these that are used instead of points, so there is no scarring. I looked at the guy in the white robe and a sign of gratitude I smiled. Javier pursed his lips.
-was a nasty wound, had to do something.
-thanks ... all I said right after he made the gesture to Johan that I could go. I tried to straighten up but then had me in his arms bridal style carandome. Not even joke because I needed definitely save energy.
I hope you are fine, really ... take care.
I nodded, nostalgia m invaded because something told me not to see him again.
- reviews as they come from? "Said the boy was carrying me leaving me without understanding. The doctor winked and could bet that his muscles relaxed, as if relieved of that response. Javier bowed his head slightly so solemnte-anastasia was a nice day.
, also replied.
"It's time to fence, said that given the average vult Johan and headed for the door, I turned to see the doctor so consina was leaning on the table ... poor guy, maybe that would have been her story, because doing that would have ended right. Segura
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arms of the man she loved returned to filthy room that was a prisoner, which was ironic life. The hallways were dirty all the same, the same gray-blue, perfect apra someone does not know which way was lost and could not leave the factory.
From there I could hear the rhythmic beat of his heart opusto to mine, when I took exhale air, he was warm and I cold ... we were like yin and yang. I spent my arms around his neck to hug him and be as close to him. I hid my face in his neck to inhale the aroma given off perfect.
the distance someone looked up and kept the peace that I took to be Jack ... He had to apologize for what he had said.
- how are you? She asked with real concern, so to show that the real shock was over I raised my head.
-bein
contestesté shyly thanks, just when we stopped at the door. He kindly opened it and led us inside.
-go that scared us, "confirmed what I already knew after we sat down.
-si, her screams made it clear what I smiled to show he was joking.
- you heard us? Johan asked, holding on by the waist as he was on his legs.
"Yes, loq ue understood everything happening but could do nothing. When I saw "I said looking at him trying to tell you that I felt bad and had tachycardia, but the pulse began to get out and everything got worse, I could do or say anything. Cardio pulmonary resuscitation needed you do not understand me, just needed a miracle ... Javier never thought of.
Everything was silent, for the Look who made them knew the time to clarify all good I was coming-I'm going to feed, do not want my energies go into decline and some of you should ahcerme mouth to mouth ... Do you want something? -Sometimes was as a clown.
-crackers and jelly ... water.
"I'm afraid there.
-go buy it, or whatever, "said John as if it were obvious.
-okay ... back in a few hours ... "Then a glance at his face looked evil," recalls not spend your energy like yesterday, not because I have an idea that was what topped the matter, my cheeks could not blush, but that does not rest to the shame I felt.
everything was coming, well I'm going to feed me and I do not want my energies go into decline and some of you should ahcerme mouth to mouth ... Do you want something? -Sometimes was as a clown.
-crackers and jelly ... water.
"I'm afraid there.
-go buy it, or whatever, "said John as if it were obvious.
-okay ... back in a few hours ... "Then a glance at his face looked evil," recalls not spend your energy like yesterday, not because I have an idea that was what topped the matter, my cheeks could not blush, but that does not rest to the shame I felt.
Jack stood ready to go, then I let out what he meant since I saw Jack forgive me for what I told you he was watching me for a moment and then say.
-do not worry about something you said, your reasons you should take y. .. there is some truth in it ended with a grin, then left the room to leave us alone.
as I had no idea from conversation, but my luck was he who spoke first, I think you've never been transparent ani ... why did this ... misunderstanding and said he did not know what word to use exactly, but before anything I want you one thing clear, I'll do everything possible to get you out of here.
"That ...
"It is necessary that you know and want you to get good head ere that my only reason for being. For you I'm here because I love you like I never loved anyone proque're all good among all the trash where I'm stuck. You are my support, thanks to you I came to believe that there is purity, inosencia, goodness ... without you ... I am nothing.
-I love you too with all my being, "I confessed, looking down, but when she told you ... I ... some reason had y. .. I hid everything you ... I thought I finished playing with me so embarrassed for doubting your feelings.
-Ani ... "She called to see it, it took me the chin I never softly, listen well, you never play ... and now, "said her face changing to a more serious and cold, let my face then avoided looking at me it was time to know everything.
His eyes met mine and that was enough to understand that the moment of truth had arrived.
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