Saturday, December 11, 2010

Create Your Mighty Guy Game





tatiii Dedicated to my friend!!

Russian Roulette:




With
that was what you felt when you betray ... Pain? "Sadness? Any heartache? "Rabies? ... I think that there was little to describe what was in me. My world, or rather how little he had managed to build in there was falling apart ... yep, I had wanted to know, but I realized in this way (unfortunately) sometimes is a thousand times better than a white lie than a truth cruel. After that did not matter anything, so I lost all sense ... did it matter if you die anyway? I could bet that my eyes looked lifeless.
-Vendat! "I listened to Jack at the door computer what to do, but his hands were like rags and the only thing I managed was to curl up fetal way against the wall and mourn, mourn in silence ... I had always understood that the tears helped to release the pent-up emotions, made us feel somewhat better, because they hid what we felt and we are rid of the pain, but I felt the pain each drop hit with double the force
- ahhh! I scream with rage Jack entering the room I told you to sell! "Demanded trying not to face me - what fucking believing it? Have not you noticed all the problems that generate? "Began to be filled with questions while blindfolded me, but I just kept my mouth shut, feeling sorry for myself, leaving me pain though - what do you say Johan? He asked in frustration, not knowing it was broken to hear that name, the only piece of my heart that was still intact.
The sadness overcame me as the naive idiot I was I let the pain soak my being. Heartbroken sobs were no longer repressed and felt a weight on my back hard. -Anastasia
calm down! We stand tall, "he said taking me by the arm, but I did not let me get up, with pathetic cries and blows him away from me.
-keep away! do not touch me! You are all beasts! have no values \u200b\u200bor morals or even common sense, only instincts!
Anastasia
-shut up! What are you talking?
-face on top you have to ask? "I said with irony, then quick steps were heard in the bathroom door and Jack was stopped abruptly in passing suddenly covering my mouth with his hand.
-go! -Still crying
-shut up! "He whispered trying to get me to stay silent, lest we discover
- I street? Why? if you're going to kill me anyway
-do not make me do something I do not want-threatening, but I ignored it and I just keep crying, well, mind you I warned you, "she said before she felt a blow to a place near my neck and then everything disappeared.
...
The cold floor told me we had returned to my cell, I heard Jack eager to move back and forth talking on the phone.
-Hey! where the hell are you? I need you back here ... Now! -Silence-something happens to Anastasia and no-silence is ... What was wrong? happened that I had betrayed the only people they had trusted and had taken a liking, he spent only played with me, "was hysterical I kept screaming and saying we were beasts, I had to bring her into unconsciousness, silence ... Why did you talk to him before me? -Johan calm down! -Silence ... yes, he had hurt me! was necessary to repeat his name? and the bloody tears appeared again making me fall into a deep, dark hole, away from the increasingly light, making me feel lonely, empty, stupid ... -Shit ... woke up, he whispered out of the room - how do I know? He asked ironically it is not maybe the fact that it has begun to mourn as cupcake again, yes, I was crying, because it was the only way to know that I could release my pain, and you want to do? -Nothing, you can not do anything for me, because my heart was shattered, can not a dead-resusitaste is fine, but I will not go in, I think, cause I'll just make me feel worse when you get your see passing-feel that agonize, because you'll have in front of me telling lies, acting, pretend that you care, see your face, your beautiful eyes I see your lips with concern and say you love me and nothing bad will happen, but I feel that infireno because I'm in the know they are just words and every time you go away again, growing out of my reach.
The call cut and leaned against the sliding door to the ground, my mind dibagaba simpre accompanied by painful thoughts, torturing myself as if it were a masochist. It was not long when the voice of Louis appeared in the hallway ... that did it already? My sobs increased and could bet that is clearly heard in the corridor
- what is it with him? Asked Jack which had not budged from the floor blocking the way to the room
-is kidnapped, not seen his family for at least four weeks and not enough for you? - How could he lie so? How it was supposed I believe some of what they said when they saw how easy it was to lie.
"Let me pass," said Louis by way of order.
- why? everything is in place, we are the ones we care about your no-hostages still could not understand what was the desire to pretend that I were interested ... but I realized that if he was worried, but at the same, would not let him go because I was unleashed, if your "boss" found out ... I was not the only end badly. So here sticking my hand in solidarity and gathering all my strength to overcome everything I had in my band got up and went for the ropes which quickly positioned myself in my feet to accommodate the band went back and tried to do something with my hands, but there was such a blow Jack away from the door, so the only thing I managed was to put my hands behind my back at the moment the door opened. Strong steps inside the room told me that he had entered and then as not a slam ... latch told me that this would not emerge.
-so here you sad? He asked with a wicked and I just bit my tongue to avoid mourn, not give him the pleasure of seeing me like this-I can make you relax, "she whispered slowly approaching, not yet started and I just wanted done, just wanted to be several meters under earth-no one can rescue ... I know right? "I was more than clear.
Standing before I take my face and said "we will finish what we started, as previously they had raised me by the jacket until I was at his height and his mouth in less than a second devoured mine. .. The worst thing was that I could do nothing but wait, it was a shame to lose my virginity that way, we do not play the saint, heard his voice hoarse libido while blinded by one of his hands was on my back .. . There is no ... My breathing stopped, because they had noticed something wrong ... was not tied up in the rope that was supposed be firm in my wrists was supported by my trembling fingers-the daring girl mezacla between anger and amusement that his voice was shaking hiso me while his hand down to my ass.
What he did not expect was that I would use all my strength and my right hand grasped would give a direct blow to the nose, all my bones sounded, but I also felt like his nose was broken. The surprise of it was that I dropped out of the blue and staggered like a stick. With an extremely fast threw me out the door, guided only by instinct, as the band kept me from all visual field ... I played it, but Louis had reached me held by legs and pulled me to him again. The muffled scream di denote all the panic I felt, hitting and screaming at the door alerted me that Jack was trying to do something, as if he really was worried.
-fucking bitch I'll pay, "said cornered against a wall and hiso something I never expected ... I removed the blindfold. It was exactly as I imagined, tall, muscular, a human mole lips and big eyes, dark and dangerous, blood gushed, and I was so happy to have hurt him with the coup. But careful analysis stopped doing, slapped me so hard that the pulse hiso this on my cheek and a thread My blood flowed from the lip ... great more than I could take away part of freedom, my family, my life ...? - " yes, very soon you will take some more " said my conscience.
again began to hand while I kept trying to drop tears while remembering some stupid karate blow, something I should have learned from those useless classes, but nothing appeared in my memory, fear and nervousness kept me thinking.
My legs twisted as the rope grip I had myself, that fool, began to slacken and the voice he heard came quefecta the other side of the door, not knowing whether to feel joy or pain.
"Damn! open the damn door! "They heard her cries in despair, that made laugh so macabre Luis and I increase my sobs. My jacket was gone in a matter of seconds, dropped to the ground with fierceness and kissed me again, a mixture of his saliva, mine, blood and tongue were causing me a terrible desire to throw everything they had eaten. It was the moment that neither Siqueira entedí dignity and hise me was all I could.
"Please ... no-o ... ha-agas not so pathetic, I begged
-oh come ... I like it better when you take claws, "he said as he took the hem of my blouse and opened it with brute force all the buttons making it fly in different directions. One of his hands ran through my lace bra while the other undid my pants closed.
Johan's screams in the hallway but did not get nervous and my body so much pressure to move by inertia ... I raised my knee just to provide clients with honorable parts. I took a step away and held me by the hair, but I had so much pain that no force could do to keep me so here in less than three seconds I reached the door.
The latch gave because my trembling fingers found the time.
Then the door opened just in time when Luis returned to his feet giving way to a furious Johan ... Never in all this time had seen the owner of my heart so his hands into fists were accompanied by their eyes full of hatred ascesino. I was exhausted and shocked, I guess my body could not take it again, my legs were not responding and I knelt on the floor in front of him, see him alone was torture and worse. He bent down to help, the dramatic change that had her eyes did not go unnoticed, but my attacker was as if possessed, and without thinking twice launched against Johan.
felt terribly afraid for him, he looked so weak next to the large mass that was his opponent.
began to launching from left and right strokes. Luis beat his opponent so diverted and returned it. I realized that Johan had a lot more efficiency and accuracy in their attacks, with elegance and fierceness of the time, perhaps many times he had done, but not much helped, because nothing was hit right in your stomach left him lying on the ground.
-you bastard! let go! I'll kill you! Shouted angry ready to lash back against him, then before you do I put anything between the beast with a thirst for evil and the poor guy who just stood up.
-it ... not let go ... I did because it sought to escape ... -Silence was all that was.
If the blow he had given me awhile ago was great, this ... was something else, to say that I threw at least two feet away from where I was happy with it but not hair took me to distill hate saying
-forget you'll be back to see your fucking family .. . Over my dead body, and with his own brute force hiso my head slammed into the ground. The red liquid fell viscozo on my face told me that the blow had been ugly.
already more or less satisfied with the damage he had done Johan whispered and left the door so bleak.
Everything was spinning, everything, but nothing beats the horrible feeling I had. I touched my forehead to see my bloody fingers and I could not help wincing. I sat down slowly to see that Johan walked unsteadily to his knees at my side, tried to touch my face as I briefly wondered if he was OK, but I moved in the opposite direction to him, avoiding his touch ... I saw in his eyes ached to do that, but nothing was true, was feigned.
could
-out? I asked with a lump in the throat without looking
- what? "Replied puzzled
-you go! "I cried - I did not hear?! no-I-return-to-see-checking every word I said with eyes full of tears.
-ani do not understand what has happened ... I ...
-only shut up and leave me alone, do not want to be with anyone! go!
-right, "whispered more to him than to me than uncritically stood up and unbuttoned his jacket there to put on my shoulders, but that just generated a new attack of hysteria
-I do not want anything from you! I cried starting up and throwing his coat to the floor I do not want anything to remember your lies I do not want anything that has your scent, do not want anything to remind me of you, "cried desonsolada so I went to where my jacket and I covered myself with it, I hugged my knees and I just feel the overwhelming pain she was holding.
-sorry, it's all my fault, calling him "Excuse me ...
-not your fault, pa-u-I between whining, I was the idiot who lied, I thought your anger.
-ani ...
-just let me calm, leave me alone to enjoy my pain, "I said giving back.
-not happened, but remember that you are all I have ... I did not snatch-her voice broke at the end of the sentence making me feel the worst thing in the world, as indeed suffer, but I remembered that here the villain and villain Uncia that the story was he who had played with my feelings .
know ... the problem was all thanks to the company, all because the damn society made us believe that one day the girls find our ideal man, our vampire blue, oh come, all was not more than a pack of lies and how naive we fell round us in those stupid stories from novels and films, popular school was never going to be fixed to the shy, intelligent girl, no, the fox would be the cheerleading squad and change for the first dog to be offered on a disk, the bad guy was not going to stop being so because they fall in love with a girl with values \u200b\u200band principles, people did not change.
life was crap and we only knew to do was believe that everything can be improved, but it does not. Then I realized that all this time I was playing Russian roulette, because I did nothing but blind bet, I thought everything without question nothing and simply spun, ready to accept whatever came, because basically I was hoping that something good came, but I took way too fast and when I realized I had lost it was too late because he had staked everything had put my heart into a demi game and it hurt, hurt like not imagine it was as if I arrancacen raw heart and sealed my wounds with fire.
...
began spending hours and incredible as it seems the tears did not stop, because my life had hurt so much, it was as if everyone was dry and liquid kept me alive come out through the tears, because of course they were taking my essence, the tears were liberating my soul full of pain ... I was no longer.
and why that feeling? Why so much pain if they had played like this before me? ... because you'd never love like now, "said an angry voice inside me ...
-yet I can not think that could have been, "he heard Jack's voice, apparently had been removed from his post for a while and were returning.
-when you say you changed? Johan asked in a whisper as if I could not hear.
-he passed the whole mess with the girl, she was talking through a crack with the other hostages and found them just at the time he entered the room agustín y. .. you know how it ends.
The place was silent then Jack asked, puzzled so I do not think it has been for the cries that I gave was the least I could do, if another person had been the custodian of the child, she would not be with us now, God, sometimes it was so stupid as not to notice.
-clear ... Johan said airless, understanding everything.
-was that? -God never approved of certain language.
-no ... say he was talking to the girl right? -I had diced
"Yes, but do not understand what has to v. ..
-the girl must have said something, that is so ...
-the girl? something like that? "But then there was more dialogue ... shit, and what is supposed to tell me? I heard his footsteps get closer to the door, so I reinforced the grip of my legs, not talk, would not, because I'm sure that otherwise would break my armor and I would only throw her arms, do not listen because the first one would believe it all ... love blinded me.
The door opened and I held my breath ... damn! I fell all the mask that had contant effort and I started to mourn as a child of five years. Did not see it and neither would later. Johan
remained silent because not a word fell from his lips, you might test the waters or just did not want to come back to go into panic. He approached until he knelt before me and waited patiently.
While hiding his face between my legs and arms as I looked between the spaces were generated always accompanied by tears, to find some green eyes on me, bright, containing ... Does the crying?
-Anastasia-called in a whisper at me, I ignored him. So not willing to give away my arms so effortlessly, he took my face and made me see it.
"I will not leave until I explain what happens
" do not say anything, just go, I do not see you, "I said, trying in vain to let go of his grip and given that I did not just looked away to the floor.
"I'll ... but only if you look into my eyes and say you do not want me, that I love - what the hell was I supposed to do then? How the hell would I lie if neither my thoughts were clear? ... but of course he should be regocigandoce to know the shock that caused my right? because I would never give that taste, so I did what I asked.
I looked straight in the eye and an anger that had never been told me what he expected
-no-you-love.
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uuuuuuuuuuuu .... HOLA CHIKA !!!!!!!! How are you? I hope really well, here I am with the capital they promised, I was late one day, but I find I've improved a lot in terms of continuity of publications hahaha ... vamo to see ... will establish points to tell you what I
1, what had seemed the capital? I struggled, but the truth was very, very melodramáticom know, but creoq EU, the situation warrants ani ... the bastard saying luis? is an idiot ... and the Confession of animals? as he could lie so blatantly ... god ... they think will happen next capital? jjijijii your bets ...
2 nd thank you very much to all who have told me they intend to participate, it was nice to see some support me in this =)
3 rd will return the calendar was to govern, but will now be modified by this :
Tuesday: in the eyes of cath
Thursday: put your love
Sunday: varies idea (note that this item will not be just a few Sundays, but every Sunday there will be a publication of something XD)
4 and final thank you for the welcome I had, I know MUHC and not notice it in the comments is like starting again for that matter, but ... it's worth it 100% because you are the most =)
buenop, that for now, I know this is becoming almost as long as the capital so here jajajaja besotes better stop and do not forget to give me your opinion =)

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